I have zero confidence in my artwork at this point.

I'll finish off the freebies I promised and then I'll probably stop posting my art in public forum, assuming I do it at all anymore, unless one day I feel confident in what I do.

I keep hoping I'll improve or I'll realize I've improved, but I don't get anywhere. I hate my 'style', I hate my lack of talent and I hate that I have no ideas left. The only thing that could bring me outta this funk is David Byrne or Batman coercing me otherwise.

I recently bought a 16x16 or so canvas and acrylic paints.

So, assuming my final days as an 'artist' will conclude as planned, they will look like this:

Finish freebies.
Finish picture of my grandfather as per insistence of my mother (she didn't even ask, she TOLD me to, which I think has furthered the poisoning of my passion with art).
Paint canvas (a swan song, I hope) for Jim.
Delete art off of DevArt.

If anyone needs me, I am always available at dirtwolf[at!]gmail.com or on AIM: ussrorcssr.

Take care.

PS. I finished the picture of my grandfather and my mother's only comment was 'I've seen better.' I'm sorry, I truly believe this is my end in art.